..

Oh and Now
The end is near
And I face that final curtain
So good-bye to strife
This is the last dance of my life

Lord of this I'm certain
I've been a sinner.
I've been a saint.
Done both good and evil deeds.
Oh, but in the end, I was good to my friends
and that's good enough for me.

Oh good Lord, they say all souls you forgive.
Well if that's true then why
does there need to be a hell?
Hey, what's that sulfury smell?
Now I can feel, the fire, creepin up my thigh.

I'm goin to Hell,
in a handbasket.
It's a Bohemian Rhapsody.
Oh, Galileo, mama mia, scaramouche, scaramouche.
Oh, Beelzebub's got a devil put aside for me.

I'm goin to Hell, in a handbasket.
With my flesh they'll make a feast.
I'm gonna be there in that number.
That's 666 the number of the beast.

I'm goin to Hell, in a handbasket.
Well at least I'll have a view.
Oh I will see the fire, through the rusty razor wire.
Oh don't you worry, I saved a seat for You.

I'm goin to Hell, in a handbasket.
And I might like it that way.
No this ain't no lie, I'd rather be Kentucky Fried
Than live and kicking in Jersey any day

I'm goin to Hell, in a handbasket.
I'd pray if I had the guile.
No this ain't no fib, I'd rather be a splatter on the Devil's bib.
'Cause on my knees repentent ain't my style.

I'm goin to Hell, in a handbasket.
Oh please don't pray for me.
No I don't need to be saved, of the devil I ain't afraid.
There ain't nothin he can do that ain't already been done to me.

I'm goin to Hell, in a handbasket.
And I'll have good company too.
'Cause If I was so bad, than there's no need to be sad.
'Cause everybody else will be there too (Including You).

Oh, oh good Lord, I only ask you forgive
The self righteous who decieve
When your words they twist,
We both know Hell don't exist,
Except in the minds of the poor fools who believe

I'm attracted to things that make me weak..

Vera sent me a message. Oh, sweet joy.

 

Sweet, sweet man.

All I caught was brilliant Brittany, madame and sweet dreams.

*giggles*

Dustin is coming over today.


Ergh.. where is he?!

Why isn't he picking up?!

He better be awake.

Or I will kill him.

:D

Josh sent me his 'final message'.

Yuhh.. well, glad that's over with.

I did offer to stick around if he had any questions..

Weird being someones first relationship..

And we all know how bad I am with regular ones XD

So yeah..

I absolutely adore this guy I go to lunch with.. but..

It's Dustin's time now.. I'll give it a break.

Besides, he's too worried about Stalin and my marriage to Hitler.

Hmm..

I kinda wanna be at school..

Not to learn or sleep, but I want some chicken and cheese.

I guess I'll go to Steak n' Shake to make up for it.. they have lots of cheese.

I hope Sean is.. wait.. no.. he works like from like 12AM-5AM or some shit..

Neeevveeerrmmiiiiindd..

*yawn*

mornin'  : )

i'm just..

giddy as a gangbanger..

i get to see my love tomorrow..

hopefully my thighs will stop hurting..

next week i have picture day.. and i order class rings.. on the same day..

but i think i have a shitload of tests that day..

then stacy has to go to the doctor at 7:30AM on sept. 10th to have conner..

it'll be just like a school day, lol

then i have an eye doctor appointment on the 13th..

i get new glasses.. booyah.

and i can't wait for europe and africa..

fuuuck yess..

Josh: allrighty....I'll get on it this week...cause I don't have nothing much plan
Josh: and..you don't have to get nothing for me...I'll be fine with days with you
Brittany Adams: mutualism is fine with me
Brittany Adams: hahaha gotta get my bio on
Josh: mutalism?.....
Brittany Adams: its a symbiotic relationship between two organisms where they both benefit from each other
Josh: ....ohhhhhhhhhhhh.......that I can do
Brittany Adams: wow i sound really nerdy
Brittany Adams: ha i think thats what they mass-market as love.. its not love, its mutualism.. hahaha thats sounds like an awesome commercial
Brittany Adams: from the ad council for a prospering america
Brittany Adams: im such a sappy girl
Josh: thats.....thats great?
Brittany Adams: i was being sarcastic
Josh: ....oh....I would have to hear you voice to make sure you were..I can tell by the way one sounds
Josh: so i didn't know
Brittany Adams: well i was basically saying love isnt real, its just a reason for people to get married, buy land, build houses, consume consume consume and produce offspring that consume and consume and keep the world spinning 'round
Josh: ....oh.....I didn't think it that way....
Brittany Adams: i hate living in reality.. you know how people usually have their little happy place and all? i dont.. im surrounded by fucking reality.. it makes me think about crap like that
Brittany Adams: and how we are just put here to keep things moving and no one is important
Brittany Adams: not to say that we arent important to each other, because you may not mean anything to the world, but you could mean the world to someone else.. or something like that.. but what we think, want and need mean nothing in the grand scheme of things
Brittany Adams: if you dont wanna hear this i can be quiet lol
Josh: ......I like to hear people....I might go into the field of that....
Josh: I like to hear you too
Brittany Adams: i knew you were good for something! hahaha


a few minutes later:

Josh: ok,...I mutualisim you
Brittany Adams: lmfao
Josh: love....love ya
Josh: HA!!!!!
Brittany Adams: KEEP YOUR SORRY BELIEFS! THEY WILL SERVE YOU NO PURPOSE IN THE REAL WORLD!
Brittany Adams: lol im just playing
Brittany Adams: bye

Ok.. I'm bored so I'm going to make a list..

Of crap I want..

Here we go..

[Bolded things after each letter are the most wanted items.]

1) Nintendo DS Lite in White
    Yes, I want one. My mom gave my brother the original DS so now I don't have one. Yuhh.
         
             A) Games: Pokemon Diamond Version, Cooking Mama, Donkey Kong Jungle Climber, Namco Museum, The Sims 2: Pets, Tetris, Big Brain Academy, Brain Age 1&2, New Super Mario Bros.
             B) Accessories: 
                                                Headset in White
                                                DS Browser, Carrying Case, Pen-Style Stylus


2) New Glasses
      Calvin Klein 747-90 to be exact.
            

3) 80 GB iPod in White
       I'm sick of not having enough space on my iPod. It's on now.
            

4) Hello Kitty Shirt
   

5) Hello Kitty Purse

6)Mac Lipglass in C-Thru
      

And some other crap..

I just got invited by my Sp. II teacher to spend 9 days in Spain.

Ahh.. I love the smell of Europe in the morning.

The game plan is to stay in Madrid for the most part then go across the Strait of Gibraltar and hang out in Morocco for a day.

I'm soooo excited!

I also got a 98 on my essay; "one of the best". Stick that in your juice box and suck it.

I had "good insights" and a "dark ending".

Whatever.. I'm going to Spain!!